I so believe that I lead a mundane life.
September 11, 2006
today's e last night i'll be holding onto my pink ic for e next 2 years! and im officially going botak and becoming a NSF in like 8+ hours?
had done quite a lot of thinking recently over the past few days, mulling over things that i shouldnt and also things that i should. thats what you do when boredom from all the free time gets the better of you.
i think i owe some people a sincere apology as i've yet to really done so. i've disappointed one person greatly since last year and earlier on this year, and i know i've hurt her a hell lot. i should'nt have done certain things that gave out wrong signals, or any wrong intentions. and for that i'm really, sincerely saying sorry to this person who may or may not be reading my blog. this sounds pretty cliche, but i know that a word of sorry will not serve any good given e hurt i've caused, nor does it really suffice. i know you've moved on since then, and all i can say is to sincerely wish u all the best.
theres also another person whom i've hurt, and coz of it we've grown further apart since that one fateful night. i know that she doesnt reads my blog, but i'll still say it here. i don't know what other things to say, but also another word of sorry. i know karma will soon catch up with me, but i still wish for the two people whom i've mentioned well. =)
and to yet another someone, i've actually planned to spill out whatever thats kept in my heart for the past donkey months to her. but yet i didnt muster enough courage whenever i see you in person to tell you what i've always wanted to. on e 10th sept one year ago, i was a happy man. but i've failed to keep the relationship going, for maybe it wasnt that strong after all. i still miss you, and those msges that were once sent were still kept in my hp. thats why i've been very reluctant and hesitant about selling my hp, for it kept so many memories of us in the past. i really did wanted to tell you in person all those that i've said earlier on, but well, balls shrunk i suppose.. what i do hope for, is that you still remember the promise made to me in the past. i will remember that promise for as long as the place in my heart is still filled by you, and i do hope that you wont forget it as well..
this sounds like sucha pretty sad post, but hey! on a lighter note, i'm pretty excited to get enlisted tml. a brand new kind of life, a brand new beginning. brand new friends, brand new environment, and of coz a brand new experience. a same old brand new me! :)
have pretty much finished packing my stuff, going to hit the bed soon and enjoy my air con fully =x will be confined till the 22nd of sept, not very long i suppose. so if anyone miss me (i hope there'll be pple who does), drop me a msg or give me a ring at night! i'll be more than free to entertain you! :D:D
thats all! cya guys 2 weeks later`~!
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