I so believe that I lead a mundane life.
September 23, 2006
HI! im back!
haha.. yesterday marks e end of e 2 week confinement.. and man! those two weeks were damn hard to pass. was like counting down to bookout day since like e 2nd day w my bunk mates. bunkmates are a bunch of damn funny people, and supposedly every1 has a nickname that starts w 'boy'. like theres boyparrot, boyfart etc etc. haha.. im not going to say mine though :D
training hasnt really started coz of imf whereby almost every1 were deployed. but i guess it'll begin soon :) actually i dono what im supposed to or not supposed to say coz we've been warned damn sternly dono how mani times abt e consequences of us blogging whatever thats inside there. so well.. not gonna say much :D
anyway i havent really lost any weight,n i tink the difference between me enlisting and 2 weeks later is my hair cut. am a mangko now, thats what they cal botaks. haha..
the best thing is that i get to have a 5day work week as compared to army. hahaha! that means im free on friday 6pm to sunday 9pm :D song bo! :D
guess i'll go out later to get some things for my stay in, and also to get some presents for pple as well.. i believe so many things have happened during my stay in, and also things are beginning to change. i can sense it v strongly, even though its not that obvious yet..
the origin.5:25 AM
September 11, 2006
today's e last night i'll be holding onto my pink ic for e next 2 years! and im officially going botak and becoming a NSF in like 8+ hours?
had done quite a lot of thinking recently over the past few days, mulling over things that i shouldnt and also things that i should. thats what you do when boredom from all the free time gets the better of you.
i think i owe some people a sincere apology as i've yet to really done so. i've disappointed one person greatly since last year and earlier on this year, and i know i've hurt her a hell lot. i should'nt have done certain things that gave out wrong signals, or any wrong intentions. and for that i'm really, sincerely saying sorry to this person who may or may not be reading my blog. this sounds pretty cliche, but i know that a word of sorry will not serve any good given e hurt i've caused, nor does it really suffice. i know you've moved on since then, and all i can say is to sincerely wish u all the best.
theres also another person whom i've hurt, and coz of it we've grown further apart since that one fateful night. i know that she doesnt reads my blog, but i'll still say it here. i don't know what other things to say, but also another word of sorry. i know karma will soon catch up with me, but i still wish for the two people whom i've mentioned well. =)
and to yet another someone, i've actually planned to spill out whatever thats kept in my heart for the past donkey months to her. but yet i didnt muster enough courage whenever i see you in person to tell you what i've always wanted to. on e 10th sept one year ago, i was a happy man. but i've failed to keep the relationship going, for maybe it wasnt that strong after all. i still miss you, and those msges that were once sent were still kept in my hp. thats why i've been very reluctant and hesitant about selling my hp, for it kept so many memories of us in the past. i really did wanted to tell you in person all those that i've said earlier on, but well, balls shrunk i suppose.. what i do hope for, is that you still remember the promise made to me in the past. i will remember that promise for as long as the place in my heart is still filled by you, and i do hope that you wont forget it as well..
this sounds like sucha pretty sad post, but hey! on a lighter note, i'm pretty excited to get enlisted tml. a brand new kind of life, a brand new beginning. brand new friends, brand new environment, and of coz a brand new experience. a same old brand new me! :)
have pretty much finished packing my stuff, going to hit the bed soon and enjoy my air con fully =x will be confined till the 22nd of sept, not very long i suppose. so if anyone miss me (i hope there'll be pple who does), drop me a msg or give me a ring at night! i'll be more than free to entertain you! :D:D
thats all! cya guys 2 weeks later`~!
the origin.3:46 PM
September 07, 2006
why do i keep remembering e dates that i dont want to, and forget the dates that i'm supposed to??
in e mth of sept, theres..
10th sept
12th sept
25th sept
27th sept
30th sept
out of these 5 dates, 3 are dates which i dont wanna rmb at all..
the origin.4:23 PM
September 03, 2006
i've got barely 9 days now to do whatever i want to do..or even do things that i dont dare to do..
so many things that i want to say/do/act upon..some have been done.. some.. maybe nvr..
the origin.10:41 AM
September 01, 2006
today marks e last day of my 2 months stint over at IRAS.been great working there..knew lotsa cute n fun pple..pple like maya who loves to tok cok w me..can talk abt anything under e sun.. vincent who talks v loudly and say that we 'talk cock very loud. tok abt pple very soft', zaini whos always beo-ing at gals, aminoor who is e ultimate gayboytoy, zahara who has a super wide smile tt brightens up any bad days, justin who looks dao at first but warms up long later, and erni who loves to say 'whats e problem?' in a trying-too-hard-to-be-fierce tone, and vin who's supposedly e unlucky person with all e computers tt he used, lifah who is kpo n loves to 'what what what' and sing all day long. haha. that hv been a damn long list la.. anyway i think i gonna miss those pple over there :D especially my supervisor who seems to be pretty bo chup abt things! i lIKE!
bought chocolates for e pple i knew there, and gave one to GIAN (oni cl knows who is gian). man she has a sweet voice! too bad she's attached else heh heh heh. but i think im regretting that i didnt get her frenster or number or any form of contact. ohwells =( at least i gave her a bar of chocolate which she said was 'wow so cute!' haha =x
looking back its been a rather long time since graduation. i think i still remember e final paper which is on 28th feb if im not wrong..and i have been bumming arnd since 1st march till now..which adds up to about 6-7 mths. man i've aged. haha.. how time flies man. lets take a look at e jobs i've taken up huh..
1st job: 3day stint at AIA stapling papers and putting em in envelopes
2nd job: 1mth presenter job at sci centre, knew pple like justin (not e iras one) cecilia nicholas n bryan
3rd job: 2 weeks ACCA invigilation which pays damn well
4th job: 4days communicasia exhibition as usher where i got to noe pple like celin jiahui and shun ping
5th job: 2months job at iras as temp tax assistant
so whats next? 11 days later, and i'll be stripped of whatever hair i have on my scalp, n start waking up late n sell my life to e SPF =x oh well at least i wont be termed as a chao recruit like they do in tekong.. pretty looking forward to it, but i doubt my fitness is ever there yet. 2.4 timing seems to improve, but is it a real improvement or what i call a pseudo-improvement? ahahaha x= at least i can make it for my pullups now.. managed a 7 few days back :D 1 more pullup than my originally set target of 6 when i leave IRAS =x things and barang barang are more or less packed in, just need to organise n sort things out. must remember to bring my underwear coz i've yet to pack it in.wahaha! imagine going into camp w/o any undies. SAD CASE MAN! =x
hmm.. time is really running short, and i ought to enjoy my last few days of zobo-ing living life to fullest. n i foresee myself spending lots in e coming few days.. hais.. what mixed feelings abt entering spf =(
the origin.1:04 PM
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