March 15, 2006
Choice or Chance
When we meet the right person to love,
when we're at the right place at the right time,
that's a chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to,
that's not a choice.
That's a chance.
Being caught up in a moment
(and there are a lot of couples who get together because of this)
is not a choice.
That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation, that crush,
that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back,
you sit down and contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship
or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person,
even with his/her faults,
that's not a chance.
That's a choice.
When you choose to be with a person,
no matter what,
that's a choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there
who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate,
and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same,
that's a choice.
Infatuation, crushes, and attraction come to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice that we make.
Regarding soulmates,
there's a beautiful movie quote that is so true about this:
"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
I believe that soulmates do exist,
that there is truly someone made for you.
But it's still up to you to make the choice
if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soulmates by chance,
but loving and staying with our soulmate
is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love,
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly.
"choice or chance"
the origin.11:35 AM
March 13, 2006
im back!! from rotting. haha
life's nv been better man! doing nothing everyday, waking up late and doing nothing e whole day..nothing beats life like this..
oh well..i FINALLY received my medical checkup order.. so havta go for med checkup on 24th march at 9bloody am.. how to wake up so early? sure gong gong go checkup..got poked in e butt oso wont noe.. n e best thing is that they said they'll put me into e nxt earliest enlistment date..cool or wat? if all goes well i'll be botak by apriL! to think of it i might be e last to go for medical yet e first to enlist. hahaha.. and when i pop from bmt, e rest would still be in there! :D:D
finger poking sessions 3 down 2 more to go..might nid to repeat some..but who noes? maybe maybe not..fingers are almost dead..rotten and pricked down to the last spot..haha..having problems even in typing this post.. :D:D
i applied for mani mani jobs already..yet didnt seem to have any reply..yawns..must be their system lousy!!! life's such a mess now..no goals no nothing.. oh well.. i think i'll update again nxt time.. coz theres really nothing much in my life worth blogging about.. till something interesting happens ya..
had mani talks e previous few nites.. hopes or not, arent that important anymore.. things will nv be e same again i guess.. e talks werent meant to end that way last nite, but it did. kinda upset over it.. and didnt get to have a peaceful slp.. coz no matter how tired i was, i didnt and cant get to slp.. till this morning and went school like a zombified person..ya..
till then..
the origin.7:23 AM
March 02, 2006
unofficially graduated..2days ago..! :D:D
i noe its late of me to blog abt this now..coz i kept procrastinating since e nite we grad..
the immuno paper was >.<>.<>.< coz all those that we spotted none came out! holy cow rite? nothing on hypersensitivity..damn!n i tot i was going to be the god of POH =x flipped open e paper n i went omg. die. dono how to do. but ok lah..still kinda breezed thru e paper.. alot on lesson memories.. luckily i listen in class! haha! thats e gd thing abt paying attentioN!
so while i was writing up my last few sentences in e last few minutes of the last paper, the feeling set in! e graduating feeling suddenly so SHUANG. overwhelming i tell u..haha..i was literally smiling to myself as i was doing the paper and finishing up the paper..wahahaa..
so after e paper, sc sq yy jy cl and me went over to orchard to kinda celebrate lo..haha..since its e last paper..can fang dan qu wan. went to cartel for dinner, but had to swallow e food down within 15minutes coz e show that we were about to watch was starting in 15minutes time. missed e first part of the show, but still ok lah..fd3 we watched..kinda gross at some parts, but it was cooL! n to think i didnt watch fd1 and 2.. and so after that we went to balcony for a drink..nice ambience etc, and they had this nice rocking chair..makes u really wan to sit down n watch e world walk past orchard..lol..sat there for about an hr, and we began to 'now whr? go whr? do wat?'
wanted to k, but its kinda ex lah..22buckaroos per person..haha..so in e end bummed around at e2max and i think yy suggested going over to newton circus to have supper! cooL! haha..been oni there once, and it's relocated liao..had satay and sugarcane juice, i nearly got sugarcane intoxicated. sc cant finish her drink and poured almost half of her drink to me >.< bloated all e way till i got home, and after i pee-ed it out, i felt hungry again. haha..
anyway, after newton circus we went home, and e rest took e train coz they still had e last train, while mine n sq's left just as we were approaching the station..how heng rite..and we walked to e nearest bus stop to take 67 hoping theres a last bus, n wala! none..sian bo. in e end took cab to my place n i drove her home, coz it'll cost her a bomb to take all e way to her hse. haha..driving is FREE :D
yesterday's e first day of e holidays, and boy, e day started with a BLAST. i woke up w a D+ (some of u will noe wats tt). and i met cl at cmpb to settle some stuff before we went over to hsa to donate blood! haha..as usual cl is always the first to go in and e last to come out. haha..n e nurse said he had small veins? n e hilarious part was that e nurse said he didnt exercise, so he had small veins..wahahaha! felt abit giddy on e train ride home after that, think its coz of my dehydration haha..(clinchem) =x didnt had anything to drink until e donation..which i downed one bottle of cranberry juice before donating..not enuf to up my ecf vol..woops =x
felt better after sitting down, went home, and NUA! slp slp slp slp slp! pig's life lah.. haha..shiok rite.. and thats e same for today! pigged out totally and did nothing but movies! heh.. will be working in mid april parttime for some lab, thx to md :D:D my saviour! else i'll really be rotting and nua-ing for few mths..haha! :D:D
the origin.9:14 AM