I so believe that I lead a mundane life.
February 27, 2005
ok. maybe i was too much in saying those. but i think i can justify my reasons for being angry.
the origin.8:48 AM
argh.
why i arghed? i feel so damn pissed now, yet i cant show it.
why? i feel like piece of shit. feel like a fren that you can procrastinate in meeting me. its not me who initiated e outing, it was you lor. just one sale and we'll nt be going out anymore? i dont know wat to say lar.
and its not just 1 day. its 2. 2 in a row. and now, my weekend is busted.
the origin.8:43 AM
February 25, 2005
hmm.. im doing fine now.. thx for u pple's concern..really appreciated it..
anyway.. a quicky before my blog turns into an ancient relic..
well well.. monday started off w blues.. as usual...
tues.. sucked as well..
k..story starts on wed.. went to watch movie w fren at cine.. originally went to ps to get somethings.. but too bad times dont have it.. walked to orchard then to look for a bigger times to buy e thing my fren wanted.. yet didnt get it as well.. hmm.. its actually our first time going out together..after knowing each other for so long.. so wierd rite. anyway.. funny things happened that day.. been a long time since i went out happily with frens.. :)
well.. thurs.. not a v good day either. started off w a BAD BAD tummy ache.. and e day was blasted.
fri..which is today.. not that nice a day too.. had anp test.. studied for e whole nite.. been so stressed abt it.. one qns abt elevated secertions of sex hormones leads to ____. guess what. first ans that came to my mind? 'LIBIDO' nothing wrong rite? testosterone sustains libido also wat. but too bad. ans is masculanity.. oh well.
after test went watch e wushu extravaganza at e auditorium. really great performance.. and theres this small boy in taekwando of johor.. damn cute.. e moves were cool too.. people lookd as if they defied gravity.. yea.. thats e show..
went to orchard w fren after that again.. yes AGAIN. had dinner and had a great talk together.. time spent real fast. went shopping ya da ya da.. n theres this ah pek who lost his way in orchard..n he was panting away.. wanted to help him find his shuttle bus.. but he asked me to go my own way n not bother abt him. damn. he screamed at me. basket. but nvm.. im magnanimous. got wide heart. wont take to heart abt it one. ha..but worreid for e ahpek..he dont look too gd as well..seems that he's collapsing any moment.. if he really does.. i'll be disturbed for e rest of my life.. haix.
so thats abt it lah.. long time sincei typed such a long entry.. phew.. *sweats*
the origin.2:53 PM
February 22, 2005
i miss you.
the old cheerful you.
the bubbly you.
the one whom seem to be free from worries.
the one who crapped with me everytime.
the one who's smile is warm enough to melt the thickest ice on earth.
yet, the one im missing is gone.
long gone.
there isnt such a person on this planet anymore.
someone so close, grew to be such a stranger.
i'll keep e gd memories of you,
and forget the rest.
i will not wallow in self pity anymore.
i will not cry to bed anymore.
but i will still miss the someone.
the one that was gone, and i hope she'll be back.
but i dont know if it'll be a futile wait.
for she's no longer there, nor around anymore.
the origin.10:27 AM
February 15, 2005
my heart was broken twice. in 3 days.
8mths of happiness.. m i to forget it.. or treat it as sweet memories?
the origin.4:45 PM
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SP choir concert held 11th march 2004 (friday) at 7pm in sp convention centre.. tickets at $5 each.. anybody wanna go? msg me asap :)
n btw..im not in e choir.. its advertisement for schoolmate..
the origin.2:37 PM
February 13, 2005
sorry if ur reading this..
im just very upset..
i cant take things in that quick an instance
i nid some time to find myself
to regain my sane
i wont blame anyone
even if i have to
i have only myself to..
the origin.2:00 PM
why must it always happen to me at this period of time?
it was like that last year, and it is like that this year.
am i destined to to pass valentine's day with the person i love happily?
is some one up there making fun of me all these while?
all e times we shared, i cant possibly forget
it had been a most wonderful time that i've ever led
but now without you by my side
away u went with a kiss n goodbye
i noe that we will still be frens
but will things be the same ever, ever again?
yes.. its been less than 1.5 hrs since we broke up.. and my minds all over u again
i hoped that all these thats happening today is just a dream.. a dream that i'll wake up from soon
my eyes are all red n puffy now.. i dont noe wat to say..
ur the only person, that i ever loved that way..
but its okay, things would be fine
and i'll be there from afar supporting and helping u, starting from this very time.
its over.. 8mths 21days of sweet memories.. i'll miss you..
23rd may 2004 - 13rd february 2005.
the origin.1:47 PM
February 12, 2005
hai.. 1 week hol.. gone.. done reports.. substandard ones..
anyway..went painian for the first few days of cny.. hearing e same old ting over n over again.. 'wa bh u so tall liao ar? got play bball anot? when ns? why u like everytime haven ns yet one?'
hai.. nt say i wan say them lah.. but.. haha.. i dono wat to say anyway.. :S
vday is nearing.. dont even noe if i get to go out w her on tt day or not.. haix..
stranger? not e person that i once knew? i dont noe..
so much to say.. but cant find e right time to.. maybe after vday..it'll be a gd time for a heart to heart talk..
the origin.2:21 PM
hai.. 1 week hol.. gone.. done reports.. substandard ones..
anyway..went painian for the first few days of cny.. hearing e same old ting over n over again.. 'wa bh u so tall liao ar? got play bball anot? when ns? why u like everytime haven ns yet one?'
hai.. nt say i wan say them lah.. but.. haha.. i dono wat to say anyway.. :S
vday is nearing.. dont even noe if i get to go out w her on tt day or not.. haix..
stranger? not e person that i once knew? i dont noe..
the origin.2:21 PM
February 04, 2005
omg.. sm1 juz reminded me about my dream sgh d500. :( now my fingers are so itchy that i cant wait for it to come out n i'll go grab it e moment it comes out..haha..
anyway..to fulfil my dream of obtaining my dream fone.. i shall start to save money.. yaya..easier said than done..this time its for real..im going to save up lots n lots of money to buy my dream phone..hehe.. :)
the origin.5:21 PM
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