I so believe that I lead a mundane life.
November 25, 2005
what is it when someone hopelessly clings onto a hope that may never come true? or rather cling onto something else but hope? is it termed as stupidity, or is it known as persistence?
emotional rollercoaster for the past few weeks, had its ups, had its downs. good times never last, for what goes up, has to come down at the end of it all. making your way to the top is what we've been trying to do all along, and when u reached the top, you feel like a king. u feel as if you conquered the world.
but.
there's one thing that many forget. what goes up has to come down. most of us cant take the coming down, down to a point lower than the point you started off from. i'm one of those people.
with that, lets have some song lyrics. pretty meaningful, right words and stuff. enjoy.
歌曲:太爱你了
歌手:张善为 专辑:六个月后…那年夏天
我记得去年的秋天
我们相遇了
你用温柔征服了我的冷漠
你带着微笑对我轻轻说hello
也给我一生中最美的轻柔
在今年寒冷的冬天
你说要离开我
我真的还想不通为什么
你说的就是难好正粘这男人
你需要进我的心路里程
我的伤痛你不会懂...
把我的真心还给我
我带着微笑就赋你快乐
谁知道我心有多痛
我的快乐你全部带走
把成全你爱留给我
希望你能够我会这样走
是太爱你了永远爱你的
太爱你了
the origin.6:34 PM
the world crashed upon me, the 2nd major one in this period..
i've learnt the truth, but the truth is always never close to the one that i'd always wanted it to be..
the origin.5:42 PM
November 20, 2005
had an urge to blog, so here i am.
had this question in my head since last night, do you guys think of 'im not gd enuf to be together w him/her' as a reason/excuse for a breakup between a couple?
personally, i feel that its a dumb/useless/lame excuse or a reason for a breakup. and i do have my reasons for that. i think that its a reason or excused that has been used so repetitively that it has already lost its true meaning, to the extent that it is being used as commonly as 'i love you'.
to be able to be together, the term 'equality' has never been existent. you don't expect equal reciprocation of your love to the other party. someone has to give that little more, someone on the other hand, has to take that little more or less. so if one takes the amount he/she gives as a measure of how good or nice he/she is, i think it is not exactly the best representation.
of course, the guy in most cases, would want to shower the girl he is toegether with with loads and lots of love. he'll be willing to do anything outta e way just to please the girl, or make them happy. it might be true for the other way round too, but i've seen far too little cases that go this way. the guy will be damn bloody nice to the girl, be at her beck and call, and for some even put down their pride and ego to do something for their girls. yet, if they don't do such things, they may jolly well be accused of not loving the girl enough, and that he's not willing to do things for her.
so yea, the guys go on happily doing the things that think will make their gfs happy. but in the end, they're really putting themselves at a damn disadvantage. why? coz in the end, the guy will give the girl an extra reason for a breakup, that is the girl feels that the guy is too good for him, and that there is someone out there better for the guy, more suited for him.
i don't know if i'll get shot for saying this, but i think its an excuse most girls give in their breakups to make them seem more 'noble', that they're letting the better girls out there get a good guy. it might probably to an extent make them feel better about the breakup, and not put the fault totally on their shoulders.
haha. i dont know if anyone will understand what i just blogged, or what i've just said. pretty incoherent now, coz i nid to take a shit urgently n im rushing this entry thru. but its just my 2 cents worth about such a breakup excuse, with no particular people in mind ya.
the origin.2:41 PM
November 18, 2005
hey~~long time long time no update eh~~ :D:D
long week it was i shall say.. long days, long lessons, and friday is the only day i look forward to since monday..haha..
k la..shouldnt crap so much abt wad i did.. hmm..i'll jus tok abt today den..
finished lessons at 3..n i made my way down to somerset cineleisure to get tics for harry, but yet e timing kinda sucked..n i saw sandy there..chatted a while..didnt buy tics, and left for lido thinking that there'll sure gonna be better timings and seats at lido..walked a whole 30mins there sweating like a swine, and saw that almost all e time slots were sold out..UNBELIEVABLE. -.- n i have yet to get e tics! so i called sandy and got her to help me buy e tics, while i took e train happily back to somerset to go to cine AGAIN..so met up w sandy to collect e tics from her while i paied her..talked a while more, and i went to yoshinoya to rest my legs which were falling off then..waited for nut and ks, and did nothing much during e long long wait to e start of e movie which was like 9.20pm..played pool, had dinner, shopped arnd..n my legs nearly fell off..
so watched harry, its not that bad as some other pple have put it to be, maybe coz im not an avid reader of e potter books, but well, good enuf to make me contented..haha..im easily contented ya..so took a cab home, and dis is when e horror begins!! i nearly didnt make it to type this entry k.. :(
e cab driver is an uncle in his 40s to 50s, and his driving is TERRIBLE!!!
i can safely say that my driving is so much better than his, even though i am considered as a reckless driver..
e uncle for one takes a damn long time to change lanes, and when he does, i hope that i wont die on e spot, why? coz he stares into e wing mirrors to check for cars, STARE mind u, and not minding e traffic in front, and when he turns to check blindspot, its like looking arnd e blindspot as if he has an xtra pair of eyes which can look out for cars in front of his taxi.. GOD! :(
another thing, his driving is not straight in e lane!!when he kinda drifts out into other car's lanes, he HORNED other cars which were in their own lanes..tian ar..and obviously e other car flashed high beam at him lah.. and he started scolding..BIANGS!!*palm on forehead*
and e classic world class act, he FARTED IN E TAX!I!!!at that pt of time, i was so sure that im gonna either die of a car accident, or die due to any methane gas explosion or asphyxiation..:'(:'( BUEY ZI DONG LEH!! :"(
k lah..tired le..haha..complained enuf le..long enuf enttry to entertain some pple liao..heh.. nites pplE :D
the origin.4:58 PM
November 10, 2005
heh..how interesting.. i've just realised that this will only be my 96th post on blogspot..heh..
anyways..2nd week of school is great..the usual slacking around, fooling around, lame jokes etc etc.. but work's really piling up.. with assignments and such, which seems to be never ending.. this sem will pass quickly :) and i just have to pia for one last sem and thats it! ^^
hmm.. i think im pretty addicted to jay's new album..especially track6.. heh..its DAMN nice can.. ^^ its like playing on my winamp for the x-th time already :D lotsa meaningful songs w meaningful lyrics around.. u guys can check it out :D
life's been good i suppose, not that depressing anymore as compared to the holidays.. prac stretched over 3pm ytd, but well it was worth it..coz prac was cancelled this morning and we only have to appear in sch by 11 ^^ guess junyi did something really lame when we were doing our cell culture, but i dono what he did outside.. bug him for e pics :D
today's lesson was hmm.. less than alrite.. coz its a freaky 2 hrs of clinical chemistry! and its like so fast..haha..bo pian i guess.. have to adapt to it.. haha..my brain's atrophy-ed..not working as well as it was anymore.. :S
the origin.10:30 AM
November 05, 2005
215 am now..
bah.. seems like i'm e only person awake now..
hp's quiet, msn's quiet, screen's going to be off, with my mp3 player running..
nice cool nite to get myself engaged in thoughts again..
life nowadays kinda sucked..coz saturdays are becoming my stay home days..which is so unlike me at all in the past.. i wont be home till 3am in the past? ha..but nowadays i barely step outta my house..how interesting life can change.. :S
k lar..i think im blabbering again.. blahs.. :x
the origin.6:01 PM
November 02, 2005
hannar hannar!! back by popular demand la.. :D haven been blogging for s long meh.. 5 days nia!!! not even 1 week..haha..
anyways..this week is good! even though its e beginning of e sem, but outta 5 days i only hafta go school for 2 days!aint that cool or what? coz ayeo and woo cancelled their lessons and i get to bum arnd today! :D:D
hmm.. life now..pretty ok ok lor.. haha.. no tmm-ing.. no nothing..juust slack e whole day arnd doing nothing.. a rather meaningless life..still have 1 immuno datashEet pending haven do yet..haha..5 per grp.. a lil of a crowd..but many hands make light work :D:D
hmm...well..i just went to play billiard with my sec sch fren who is now a chao recruit.. hmm.. got trashed as usual lah..im not exactly gd at billiards.. okay at pool only..coz e pockets are so much much bigger in pool..heh.. my ass was raped :'(
okie..today i went to watch sky high..a urm..super hero kinda show..haha.. typical story, with typical effects lah.. :D not that bad..but not really worth e 9.5 buckaroos.. went for dinner at fish and co after thats.. was great sitting down and talking cok w friends whom i've not contacted since so long lah.. :D:D
hmm..can le la..tml den blog again if i get e ling gan.. now bored lah..cant think of anything else to write..tada!!
the origin.4:00 PM
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