每当这种事发生的时候，难免会觉得非常无奈。想尽了办法逗人开心，把不愉快的事
情都忘记，不过都于事无补。久而久之，无奈的心情越来越严重，直到一直都会有
想把一切都放弃。 告诉自己：“陈炳宏，这会是最后一次。不会有下一次，以免让
那无奈的感觉浮现。” 不过， 每一次都会软下心来，不想看到自己曾经非常喜欢
的人难过。
当一切都到了现在这种地步， 或许真的是时候放弃一切， 把一切都包起来， 收进
脑海里的回忆了。不是我不想再尝试，而是我已非常的累了。不断的尝试，都是一
样的回应和结果。
我所做过的事情，你是否知道，是否知道我所付出的一切呢？
我累了。这次是真的累了。
the origin.3:07 PM
work's tiring man!
anyway, im determined never to fill in any one of those survey forms w dubious backgrounds.. dubious = no company logo on it and no objectives in e survey which is written clearly..
wtf man.. aia just sent some i suppose part timers to sp's grad.. and from there got pple to fill in survey forms..when e most impt part is ur name and contact number..bloody hell.. and this agent called me from aia said i filled in an aia survey form (w me not even noeing it then). until she said i filled it in during sp graduation.. is there someplace whereby i can complain sucha matter? really its damn fuckin irritating where u give out ur numbers unknowingly for an unknown cause. bloody hell.
i tink i love to complain anyways.
work has been great.. pace picking up everyday.. been doing more n more assessments as e days went past..haha.. kinda not that monotonous coz every case is different.. but e lagginess of the computers can make u pick up a mallet and smash up e damn com.
okie.. thats all ba..short update.. blah.. still kinda pissed w e aia thing..
the origin.2:20 PM
handphone rings during work at 3 something.
Operator: "Hello, is this mr Tan Bing Hong?"
Me: "Yes, speaking. Who's that on the line?"
Operator: "This is (I forgot what name) calling from CMPB. We've read your letter sent earlier on this morning, and your enlistment date has been finalised. Actually, your enlistment letter has been sent out yesterday. You should receive it sometime around these two days."
Me: "Oh.."
Operator: "Your enlistment date is on the 12th of September, at the Police Academy."
Me: *eyes wide open* "Come again? Police Academy?"
Operator: "Yes."
Me: "OK! Thanks alot!"
And I have been smiling ever since I've answered that call. =D
the origin.2:58 PM
haha.. i think this post is long overdued.. but better late den never ya?
okie.. graduation was held on 5th july which was like err... 4 days ago? been waiting for that day since e day i stepped my foot upon SP as a freshie. lol.. so as usual, my family and i were gancheong people, and we left house a weet bit too early. so went off for some breakfast at ghim moh before going back to sp for e ceremony.. drank 2 cups of soya bean milk and bloated myself to death (which i later on regretted during e ceremony coz i nided e toilet so damn badly). didnt wanna eat anything coz was afraid of spilling watever shit i was eating onto my WHITE shirt. that would've been disastrous isnt it?
so we were a punctual lot of people, arriving at e convention centre at 830. shld've known better that SINGAPOREANS always stroll in way after the 'to be seated' time. and damn it was boring coz i was essentially sitting alone w people i dont know on my left n right. so my mouth was kinda smelly coz i had no1 to talk to =(
waited for every1 to get their dips before our turn, and minutes before we went up, sq called me (SAVIOUR!!). finally someone to talk to after like 2hrs? asked all e fei hua like 'are u sian anot? sitting alone sian rite? no 1 to tok to hor?'. essentially she called almsot every1 lah.. must've been too bored. was texting cl throughout the ceremony too. machiam gaylords sms-ing each other..
so when it was about to be my turn, my hands suddenly went COLD. haha..i know its a natural reaction but it was really cold! been 4yrs since i went onto a stage receiving an award and im not used to that feeling. lol. anyway they had this camera, which shows ur face on THREE MEGA SCREENS in e convention centre, and i looked DAMN UGLY IN IT CAN! my whole face was like BLOWN up a thousand million times and covered almost the whole of the projector screen. and me being the kpo one, turned and glanced at the screen.. even though i told myself not to before hand coz i knew it'll look weird w me glancing arnd to the screen. and after i saw myself on the screen, HORROR OF HORRORS! i turned my head back quickly. haha.. everything just went off and e whole convention centre went 'silent' coz i was just too nervous to be able to hear anything. worrying abt doign smting stupid on stage, or u noe.. 101 things that could've happened.
so after e ceremony was photo taking session! man! i've never in my life took so mani shots in a day. chatted with some lecturers, friends from yr1, ya da ya da and the list goes on and on and on.. lolx.. its like as if we're not going to see them anymore and was like hopping arnd sp finding any1 i noe to take a pic w me =D some pics below :D
e guys and gals w mingde and sc missing..
3 lecturers and us :D mr sng has always this cute expression on his face :D
ms phoon jy and me :D
me ms yee(cutest lecturer in btech!) and cl
me and geralinde (p.s. im not tweety bird)
yr1 classmates and ks's gf =x
me and jiemei
mr fraser and US!! botaks unite.. botaks shall stand together =p
ms soh and us at the supposedly picture taking hole at e new cls building.. looked kinda gay in this pic but wat the heck. =x almost full force except md =(
miss siti(siqi actually) and me
followed by yennn yennnnnn
w sc (i have big small eyes in this pic o.O)
me w mr commando to be
w chris (do we seriously look alike? so mani pple said we look so much alike). i somehow like this pic=x lotsa pimples though..
whew.. thats alot of pics i guess =x it'll better turn out well on e blog. else i'll begin killing pple. theres alot more actually, but most of em are blurred or me looking damn gayish. so for the sake of ur eyes and my reputation.. i better not post it :D
so after grad, went down to orchard to catch supermand and lunched at pastamania.. used our long expired student pass to get a cheapo 30% discount at pastamania =x superman wasnt that great.. fell aslp for e 1st 20 mins.. woke up oni after he was jumping arnd on e field..
oya.. px has flown off to aust.. all e best to u if ur reading this!!
so thats abt it.. damn long i think.. i tink i spent almost an hour on this.. yawns.. time to slp!!
the origin.6:47 PM
i've started work at iras today! and boy today was damn slack can. e first 3-4 hrs till lunchtime was essentially do-nothing-time. sat arnd n stone coz im kinda tireds. and came e big news.. we're going to work for 5.5 days instead of 5!! that means i work 30mins less on each day, and work for half day on sat. but counting total hours, im going to work for an additional of 2 hrs on a 5.5dww as compared to a 5dww. thats more money i guess ^^
apparantly we the lowly temps have got access to some real confidential and private info that we have to take an OATH to swear not to divulge any of those info. wahaha.. the oath was a mouthful.. tongue was pretty tied and outta breath coz each sentence was so bloody long. oh wells..
e rest of e day was spent on training.. tax tax n more tax :S im going nuts lolx. lucky for me im not going tml coz of grad!! tt means i get to skip one day of training :D
kinda excited abt grad..hee.. not everyday tt u get to go on stage ya! e last time i went on stage was almost 4 yrs ago donning my jc uni receiving e 6dists plaque for Olvls.. BOY IM OLD!!
the origin.10:19 AM
anybody has got any idea on the procedure of scholarship applications?
like when can i apply.. whr can i find a comprehensive list of whats available to a poly grad.. bla bla bla?
the origin.5:21 PM
Good afternoon Mr TAN BING HONG.
Your enlistment is between August 2006 till February 2007. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date. For further enquiries, please call our Call Center at 1800-3676767 or email to us at contact@ns.sg.
WHAT THE FUCK!!! -.- february? and wheres e exact date! knn i think they're just patronising me.
the origin.6:17 AM