I so believe that I lead a mundane life.
October 09, 2005
who would have thought what would haven happened one month later.. maybe 2 weeks.. or even 1? what could possibly happen? its going to be good..
that was what i thought to myself nearly 1month ago..
its barely 10days into the breakup.. im still not taking it very well..
i'm already tired.. tired of being fine.. being okay so that no one will feel guilty or bad over anything.. but yet, so what if i show that im not fine? and that im not okay? and that i still think of you every night? i dont believe that anything would have been different..
i hate you..for giving me hopes, and yet dashing it right in front of me in an instant.. but yet, why couldnt i bring myself to hate u? i just can't.
i want to know so many things, knowing that they'll hurt, yet i want to be in the know.. is it better for me to not know anything and be kept in the dark instead? why would i want to know the truth knowing that the truth always hurts and is never consoling? why why why why why?
somebody, please tell me why..
yes i'm tired.. but i'll still continue to put this up.. till the day when i can't take it anymore.. till the day when i break down into pieces.. just like the pieces of my heart which used to be whole..
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